Saturday, May 29, 2010

Interim

Aaah so the bewitching hour has arrived. It is said that 'Absence makes the heart grow fonder' lets just say my absence on the writing scene has made my brain fuzzier. You know this brain thing we possess, well it really does love permutations and combinations especially when it comes to processing the simpler things in life. At least with the complex things your brain knows it is complex and so you brace yourself for an assortment of viable options and some really far fetched, beyond outside the box options. As a result of my brain's need and necessity to over-think, over-process and to never keep it simple, it has turned into a giant fuzzball, that doesn't recall nor process that which I tend to read these days. In order to process that which I should, the ruddy thing has to read lines over and over again. It really is the most flummoxing thing...really.

By bewitching hour, I would like to mention that all the time between now and the 18th of June shall be considered by my brain as one extremely LONG ass day. Viva la akademia :|..oh screw you if you find a need to correct my grammar, french isn't my native tongue, though at some point in time I do hope to master or acquire some linguistic skills. Hey it doesn't hurt to have a few odd do-able dreams and at least, it's b8r than the other dreams I have...sometimes. A'ite my fellow rebels, procrastinators and visionaries time isn't very pally pally with me these days, it generally flashes me the 'use it or lose it' signs these days :(...so much for constant friends. There is quite a lot I need to write outta my system, but hey at the same time I can't bust it all out in one go :)...I need to save up for the wonderful bewitching hour that lays ahead :(...mommy...a'ite peepz take care, good luck with all the things you have lined up and waiting ahead for you and I shall tune in soon. And next time I tune in there will actually be some tunes involved. Unfortunately at this time, my head is a constant jukebox and so I am currently incapable and unavailable to sit and list out all the songs playing in my head. Unless you have one of those matrix things you can jack into the base of my skull and download info et al. Ooh how I wish to watch Matrix...but must NOT procrastinate. Cheers people and see ya wen I see ya.

Ps: Yes you can heave a sigh of relief, this has to be one of the shortest ones I've written thus far, well there's time to make up for all of that after a certain span of time mentioned above has passed :D.

Friday, May 7, 2010

That ol' thing called O to-the-pinion

Well I guess today's the day the writer in me is going in overdrive..but I just had this thought while listening to this song...well I wouldn't have listened to this song if it wasn't for the show Lie To Me...so the pilot episode of Lie To Me I thank you for your excellent choice of music for that episode, in particular the end of the episode, in my honest and humble opinion I think the song is just apt for the content and context of the show. So yeah, don't worry kids you'll know what I was listening, just tune in to the end of the post. I guess it's time for me to go back to being pensive...not bitter but a lil' battered from the amusing things and games life tends to play on us. What's happening now...I would never have imagined something like that happening a few years ago. I guess some people just aren't cut out the way you cut 'em out to be. Which when I think 'bout just makes me hope and pray that I don't turn out to be the bitter disappointment and utter contradiction to someone's opinion 'bout me...and by someone I mean people that are close to me. It's hard to say what the future has to bring, but I hope the future doesn't make me the one who brings on the disappointment, well not like I haven't a'ready had a tryst with that aspect of life, but still something like this is definitely much bigger and much more heart achey and heart breaking. It's like watching a glass you don't even touch crack and shatter to smithereens in front of ya...it's surprising and the shards of glass can cut and cause you to bleed.

I guess this is the price you pay for being human, and I guess unless you venture into those realms/aspects of being a mortal being you never really know what kinda person you are or can be. It sorta kinda reminds me of the whole 'When a butterfly flaps it's wings on one side of the world an earthquake occurs on the other' or sum'n along those lines. While you yourself or someone else close to you falls in your eyes, 'cuz trust me you can fall in your own eyes, but before I transition into that area I think I'd like to finish this one up. Where one falls in someone else's eyes another comes up to catch the fallen and rises, and ultimately it makes one wise...or so one would hope. In that case that ain't me at all, I keep depreciating in that wisdom department lol.

Anyway, enough muckin' 'round, I've been having words stuck in my head...well more like words in sentences. So far what I have below has been in my head for a lil' bit, it feels like lyrics to a song, at least the words feel that way but I'm not a song writer...these words I dunno they feel like they belong to something. Maybe I should use 'em and write a poem on Ignorance eh? Whaddaya think?


Surrounded by silver, blinded by gold
I guess what they say is true then
All that glitters ain't jus' silver nor gold


I'm sure I'll figure something glittery to accompany it. A'ite folks, sorry for the delayed posting, life kinda caught up to me in different directions that it had me sit on my stability ball and stop and stare at everything around and wonder where in the midst of the cosmic flow it is that I find myself in. So far I haven't figured that one out, but there's been some interesting music that's popped by as well as some even more interesting tv shows. This post feels a tad too stale, 'cuz that's how long it was open on my mozilla tab listing. A couple reboots, a couple projects, a lot more thoughts, and not very many reflections or deflections later I guess I'm here to crudely wrap it up and move on from here. Time can't always stop and stand still for you right? Regardless of where you decide you want time to stop for you, ultimately it'll stop when it thinks it's the right time to do so. Until then *tick tock tick tock, goes that busy lil' chirpy clock, no time to dock yet still, sturdy, cool, impassive and unmove-able like a rock." Cheers all hope you have a smashin' weekend ahead and good luck with all things coming your way :).

Song(s) through the days

Song: Easier To Lie
Artist/Band: Aqualung
Album: Strange and Beautiful
Release Date: Circa, 2005

Song: Move Along
Artist/Band: The All American Rejects
Album: Move Along
Release Date: Circa, 2006

Song: Wonderwall
Artist/Band: Oasis
Album: (What's the Story) Morning Glory?
Release Date: 1995

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Dum dee da dum....the song of the moment

Alright so this is one of those posts where the title of my current post shall be inspired by whatever eventually transpires in the next few sentences or paragraphs...I'm not quite sure how long or short this is gonna be. Man...lately the number of natural disasters has been on the up and up, earthquakes, after-math of the quakes, tornadoes and now volcanic ash? Someone really pissed Mother Nature off and now she's striking back...quite hard at that too. I had quite the metaphorical day actually, well its always interesting when your Saturday starts off on a metaphorical note. My day started off with me waking up to a dream involving fire trucks, smoke, electricity, water, buildings, bunch of rookie firefighters and here we all were on our first "mission" and we all had our portable kits. The sky was a bit on the grayish yellowish side, such skies always remind me of thunderstorms...seemed like a day of lightning and thunder. Then came the part where everybody rushed out with their portable kits...yeah it kinda seemed like something outta Batman's utility belt, only it wasn't a belt as much as a convenient zippy pouch. I rushed out too and in my excitement forgot to take my portable pouch and so everybody got a piece of the action and I watched in not so many words. Then the fire trucks were leaving, when I was running to grab my pouch, but it was one of those and there goes your bus/train moments. Then the eyes opened and the bridge of my nose felt like it was being clamped or something along those lines, gotta love them sinuses for making one feel so special, and then the day began...dun dun dunnnnnnn....

So a few hours into the day, the whole atmosphere and weather outside just went gloomy and it got darker and then CRACKLE BANG BANG there was Mother Nature's own light and sound show...there was this unusual silence that I normally associate with thunderstorms...its like everything just stops and takes a step back and marvels at this show both in awe and fear all at the same time. It really is strange how one can feel both a sense of awe as well as a sorta bone chillin' feeling of fear...oh trust me the fear gets me plenty when it comes down to lightning. Anytime and every time there's some natural light activity outside I keep thinking I'm gonna b struck by it. I just get paranoid when I'm caught in a lightning storm..I mean I literally stop doing everything I'm doing and prefer staying indoors until the storm passes. Good thing I don't live in Florida on a permanent basis, I prefer Florida in the winter, Florida winter is like fall back home and Fall happens to be one of my favourite seasons. My least fav season is definitely Summer. Anyway I do digress, so going on with the day, it started off gloomy et al. and n ow the sun is all out and it's bright and all that fun jazz. It made me think of life, I mean it was very metaphorical with the whole yeah sometimes life tends to get a lil' stormy and gloomy but it always clears up and makes way for one's life to be filled with brighter and sunnier moments. The only way from the bottom of the pit is up, you dig your heels in and make your way up that ruddy wretched hole.

OOHHH there is one more important thing to celebrate for the end of April and the beginning of May :D...CC is GONE!!! WOOHOOO!!! The rotten piece of humanity has now officially moved and it brings me much joy and peace knowing so. The place is really much more peaceful and there's a degree of comfort and ease...I mean it's in the atmosphere really, it just feels so much different and so much better...All I gotta say right now is 'Live Long and Prosper' oh that would be for us current tenants...as far as CC goes do whatever the hell you wanna do you psychotic thing you and stay the hell away from me.

On that note of joy and exultation I must go and enjoy this beautiful morning :D, happy weekend people and enjoy the rest of yer Sunday! Cheers fer now!

Oh and this time around I'm sure you can come up with your own soundtracks, 'cuz I got way too many playing in my head to put 'em all down here.